Little things

If there was something I'd learnt in the past few years, it is the importance of saying good night to your loved ones before you go to bed, telling them good morning when you wake up, kissing them goodbye when you're off to school, to uni, to work, spoiling them on special occasions, and cooking their favourite meal. These little things will become more than just a routine, they will become a part of you. Do these often so that one day when your loved ones are gone, you can look back and not regret the things you didn't do for them.

Hole in my heart.

Each day is just as hard as the last. It doesn't feel real that you're no longer here, Bob. No words explain this emptiness I feel and not a day has gone by without you in our thoughts. I love and miss you.

Don't get your hopes up

Sometimes I feel like I have a different personality for every time I'm with either my family, my boyfriend, my close friends, friends and myself. How I am with one can't be the same as when I'm with the other and tbh it is killing me. Is it because people expect too much?

I think sometimes you can be quite comfortable talking to strangers because they don't expect anything from you, they don't see you the way your family sees you, the way your boyfriend sees you, or how your friends see you. Strangers might judge you but they don't give a shit about how you live your life. And I think because of that you have less to worry about, like you don't have to live up to their expectations like you do with everyone else.