Fin.

I never ended up finishing this challenge, so I'm going to finish it now hohohoho. Quick & easy, that's how it's gonna beeeeee.

23 - Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.

Johnny Depp (always & 4eva)

Leonardo Di Caprio (always & 4eva)

Ian Somerhalder

 Iwan Rheon & Robert Sheehan

24 - Your favorite movie and what it’s about.
Howl's Moving Castle is one of my favourite movies of all time. It's about a peasant girl, Sophie, falling in love with a magician named Howl. After being cursed by the Wicked Witch of the West, Sophie turns into an older version of herself. Feeling ugly and distraught, she seeks shelter in Howl's moving castle and befriends with Calcifer the fire demon and Howl's apprentice Markl. Together they go on epic adventures and eventually Howl falls in love with Sophie as he is able to see through the spell that she was under. It's cute.

25 - Someone who fascinates you and why.
People who are creative fascinate me, eg. Vanessa from Animalist and Kimberly Gordon. People who are emotional also fascinate me. Idk, I'm fascinated by a lot of people.... especially people I don't know because there is so much more than meets the eye.

26 - What kind of person attracts you.
Someone who has a good sense of humour, trustworthy, honest, take care of himself/herself well and accept me for who I am. Overall, someone who has a good personality and friendly looking (:

27 - A problem that you have had.
I had a problem with mum being too strict. I still do.

28 - Something that you miss.
I miss years 6, 9 and 10. I also miss Vietnam :(

29 - Goals for the next 30 days.
Eat more fruits, don't get any darker, get a haircut, go to the gym weekly, clean my room and save $$$!

30 - Your highs and lows of this month.
17 days into 2012 already and everything's alright so far :) The highest of the highs would be being able to spend lots of time with Long before the holidays end and the lowest of the lows would be arguing with mum.

18 - 22,

Your beliefs.

i'm a buddhist, so my beliefs vary from spiritually to personally.
i believe in karma, what you get is what you give get and so on.

Disrespecting your parents.

i've disappointed them, but i havent disrepect them. hopefully i wont in my lifetime, especially during my adulthood when their support is needed the most.

How important you think education is.

the value of education has decreased a lot since 2008, along with the teachers. i despise some of the teachers we now have at school because their ability to teach is terrible. i still think education is important but it shouldnt be turn into such a big deal. and if it was such a big deal, the schools should put more effort in guiding the student, instead of cramming a whole bunch of crap into our head.

One of your favorite shows.

project runway. enough said.

How have you changed in the past 2 years?

overall, i'm the same person i was 2 years ago even though i've changed a lot. i never used to hang around asians up until year 10. i don't hate on anyone these days. i spend way too much time on the computer. i'm not as good in school as i was, but i'm not failing. things never used to affect me so much but now they do. it's crazy. so much has happened 2 years and it's all made me the person that i am today, for better and worse.

i'm so inconsistent with this 30 day challenge..

17,

your highs and lows of this year, twentyten.

highs:

• spending five weeks in america
• reunited with the whole family
• tried phillies' cheesteaks & pretzels (*drools)
• getting my P's
• 17th birthday with csn
• being able to go out more
• hair grew
• k,v,s coming up to adelaide
• being able to maintain good grades
• finding contentment in little things
• time well spent with the ones i love
• all the sleepovers
• sherilyns bday
• sneaking out for the first time harhar
• getting a guitar
• & many more.

lows:

• not being able to see two of my favourite people as often
• mr wilkinson passed away
• missing anh em's presence at school
• crying over pointless stuff
• break ups & disappointments
• not being able to visit vietnam
• increasing arguments with mum
• losing something that's extremely important to me
• & many more..

i'll add more whenever i can think of one.

14, 15, 16

your earliest memories.

i remember vividly when i young, one of my granduncles would always drive me around on this big as motorbike. we'd ride around the beach & the mountains with me sitting on the petrol tank at the front. once, i accidently peed on it, roflmfao. we took heaps of photos! but i'm not sure where they all went (n)

your favourite blogs.

- fruit machine ♥_____♥ her style
- vanillascented very stylish
- black hearts cute
- audrey kawasaki a wonderful artist she is
- color me katie most colourful blog i've ever seen! she's adorable.
- cellar door humourous
- birdy & me her pencil art. omgdies.
- emjay nguyen kewl.

& everyone else that i follow! :)

your views on mainstream music.

they can be quite overrated? over a short amount of time, a certain song being repeatedly played and sang can get annoying. in my point of view, radio stations should also include songs of other genres as well, not all this rihanna, 50 cent, eminem stuff. why can't bands like all time low, boys like girls, mayday parade, or even singers like claude kelly, keri hilson & karl christoph be publicized like that? ): they're all good singers too & should be credited more often. maybe then some of us will actually enjoy listening to the radio more..

12

Bullet your whole day

• woke up at 9am
• got ready to head out with the fambam
• left for the zoo around 10;30am
• 12;45 saw wang wang & funi
• came home ealier than expected
• chilled for abit
• listened to music
• played piano
• helped mum with dinner
• had dinner
• changed into pj's
• played more piano
• downloaded 'shine on by jet' for school
• spent some time on youtube, fb, blogspot
• had a shower & brushed teeth
• getting ready for bed.

pretty sure i'm up to date with the 30 day challenge now (y)

09, 10, 11

How you hope your future will be like.

no one really know what the future holds. but for me, i truly hope it'll be a good one. i hope things will fall into place in the end & everything i work for will be worth it. also, a fulfilling life would be great.

Discuss your first love and first kiss.

my first love & first kiss are from two different people. i regret my first kiss hell of a lot. it could've been just a bit later, but no. god damn peer pressure! however my first love is a different story, i don't regret it one bit. i'm actually grateful that it happened. and even though it didn't last, i'll remember it like it was yesterday.

Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.

forever yours - manny x
super hero - d. brown
soldier - james baum
symphony no.9 - beethoven
lonely - akon
candy man - aqua
right where you want me - jesse maccartney
sick little games - all time low
bulletproof - la roux
fall for you - secondhand serenade

07 , 08

Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.

i've posted this before, but this time i'm highlighting the parts which fit my personality most.

"Cancer is a mysterious sign, filled with contradictions. They want security and comfort yet seek new adventure. They are very helpful to others yet sometimes can be cranky and indifferent. Cancer has a driving, forceful personality that can be easily hidden beneath a calm, and cool exterior. The crab is Cancer's ruling animal and it suits them well, they can come out of their shell and fight but they can also hide in their shell of skitter away back into the depths of the ocean. They are very unpredictable. With cancer, there is always something more that meets the eye, for they are always partially hidden behind the shell. They have a deep psyche and intuitive mind that is hidden from the world. Cancer is deeply sensitive and easily hurt, this might be why they have their defense shell in place, to avoids being hurt by others. They are nurturers so they surround themselves with people, whom after a while can offend or hurt a cancer without even knowing they did so, therefore Cancer's protective shell keeps them safe from hurt. They are complex, fragile, unpredictable and temperamental and need constant support and encouragement, more then any other astrology signs, Cancer needs to be needed. When cancer gets the support it needs, it has a tremendous amount to offer in return. When cancer gets offended, they tend to sulk instead of confronting the persons face to face. This needlessly prolongs the pain and suffering. Cancer is very possessive, not just with material possessions but with people as well. Cancer will always want to stay in touch with old friends and anyone who has ever been close to them, because it is easier to maintain a friendship then attempt to learn to trust a new person. It is easier this way for them emotionally. If you befriend a Cancer, you will stay friends for a long time. Cancer makes the perfect mother, this is the sign that represents motherhood. They have unconditional love and caring more so then any other astrology sign. Cancer are very intuitive. Most of the psychics of the world are Cancer astrology signs. They have an excellent memory and are very observant and can read people very well. They can usually tell of other people's intentions are good or not. Never dupe a Cancer, they can see your motives. Cancer has a lot of emotional issues to deal with but once they overcome this large hump of shyness and insecurity, there is practically nothing they can't do. With their strong intuition, sensitivity, powers of observation and intelligence, they will have great success in anything they undertake."

A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.

this is pretty much anytime i went to the toilet after holding it in for so long. true story :)

06

Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.

1. my dream careers consist of - an artist, a pianist, an astronomist, a fashion designer & a freelance photographer
2. i own about five A3 art journals
3. i believe everyone flirts in their own way & without realizing it
4. i feel sorry for people, instead of hating them
5. i want fairer skin
6. i wish i could eat continuously without gaining weight
7. i'm not entirely happy with my body atm
8. when my braces are off, i want to get snakebites
9. i have long toes..
10. i look a lot more like my dad than my mum

the other 20 facts are those that are from my recent/previous post.
i just ceeebs writing them all down. coolios (y)

05

A time you thought about ending your own life.

this wasn't long ago. i've said & thought of some pretty stupid ideas, until i met some of the most amazing people who brought me back up again. at the time, things seemed really bad. it didnt take long for me to realised i'm just a mess and need to polish myself. i'm sure most teenagers have gone through this stage once in their lifetime, but it's not the end of the world so we should try and make the most out of it, not running away from.

04

My view on religions

i'm glad to be a buddhist. it's simple to follow and requires little submission like other religions, but buddhists do believe in karma (y) i'm not religious but i'd love to become a vegeterian one day like how real buddhists should be. i don't mind other religion, but i'm surprised how some people are so commit to it that nothing else really matters to them.

03

My view on drugs and alcohol

both drugs and alcohol are bad if they're misused. i don't mind alcolhol if people consume them appropiately (though they do kill a lot braincells). i know many people who drink them for the fun of it. most parties nowadays consist of people getting drunks of their faces and tbh, i'd love to experience that one day. but when it comes to drugs, as in ecstacy/marijuana/ice etc. i find them disgusting & extremely unhealthy for your body. i don't even know why people would even consider using them. it's all for experience i guess.

02

Where you'd like to be in 10 years

so in 10 years, i'd be 27 years old.. i'd like to see myself living in a cosy little house, with a guy whom i'm madly in love with and can always brighten up my days. i'd like to have a stable job, a stable life. hopefully i've already traveled to japan, vietnam, america and france by then. i'd love to still have the friends i have now, & new ones as well (: i'd also like to be thinking about having kids then, mmm.

01

Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.

i'm settling into my single life fairly good, as my former bf is with his. i supposed being single teaches me to be more independent, hope for less and be content with what i have rather than what i don't have. i find it easier to concentrate at school now, which is good. the only bad thing is that i tend to dwell on the past. things like this can affect me a bit. i'm hoping to change that. another sad thing is that people still judge me whether i'm single or not. i don't know why they bother. there're still the good and the bad in life but eventually things turn out okay in the end. being single, i've learnt to overcome my tendency of getting jealous & being insecure which have always weighed me down in a relationship. so overall, the single life isn't that bad.



ps: & i can pig out as much as i like!

everyone's doing that 30 day challenge, so i've decided to do something similar, but a bit more interesting.. aye, it gives me a reason to blog more often.

01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.
04 - Your views on religion.
05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.
06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
09 - How you hope your future will be like.
10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.
11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
12 - Bullet your whole day.
13 - Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
14 - Your earliest memory.
15 - Your favorite tumblrs blogs.
16 - Your views on mainstream music.
17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.
18 - Your beliefs.
19 - Disrespecting your parents.
20 - How important you think education is.
21 - One of your favorite shows.
22 - How have you changed in the past 2 years?
23 - Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.
24 - Your favorite movie and what it’s about.
25 - Someone who fascinates you and why.
26 - What kind of person attracts you.
27 - A problem that you have had.
28 - Something that you miss.
29 - Goals for the next 30 days.
30 - Your highs and lows of this month.

starting this tomorrow, most definitely!